Tuislich Aingeal


    Age: 23

    Location:
    Alabama
    What is Your Path? Non-specific personal Paganism
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    I love who I am and what I will be. I swear to the Gods no one will succeed in changing me.

    My name is Heather. My chosen Craft name is Ariana. I'm a happily married mommy of a little boy. I have the most wonderful husband and sweetest son I could ever ask for. We live in Alabama for the time being. Hopefully we'll be moving to Seattle in a few years. I grew up in Alaska and moved here when I was 10. My friends sometimes call me MoMo because a lot of people just thought I was an eskimo when I moved here.

    I am a solitary witch. I've been studying for going on 3 years but I still have a LOT to learn. I would be glad to meet anyone who could possibly benefit my path or whose path I could benefit. I'm very open minded and try to accept everyone for who he or she is.

    ~My Beliefs~
    This is a small portion of a blog I wrote on myspace a few months ago when my family started spreading rumors about me and my beliefs.

    ****Please keep in mind that these are MY beliefs and MY beliefs only. I do NOT force them upon anyone and I do not tolerate having other beliefs forced upon me.****

    Yes, I am a witch. I sometimes use witch and Wiccan interchangeably. There are not many differences other than what is used during spell casting, Wicca is a religion, and witchcraft is exactly that-a craft.

    *Wicca is a very nature-based religion and I respect all living things and believe they are alive and have souls.

    *I believe in reincarnation. I believe we are all created with a purpose and until that purpose is fulfilled we will continue to live life after life.

    *I do NOT believe in Satan; therefore, I do NOT worship him. I do believe in evil, I just use other names for it.

    *I do NOT believe in harming anyone or anything. "Though it harm none, do what ye will."

    *I DO believe in Karma. (What goes around comes around). Most Wiccan/Pagan practices believe in a 3 fold law meaning whatever that person sends out whether it be good or bad will come back on him or her times 3.

    *I do cast spells occasionally. A spell can easily be compared to a Christian prayer. A spell is basicly a focus of energy (thoughts) sent in a specific direction for a specific purpose just as a Christian prayer sends positive thoughts and energy towards whatever the person is praying for. No, I do not turn people into frogs or mess with a person's free will. I don't do love spells and I don't try to raise the dead.

    *No, I do not believe in the Christian God. I believe in many Gods and Goddesses (polytheism). For every God, I believe there is a Goddess. I do not believe Jesus was God's son. I believe he existed and was a good man who did good things, but no more.

    *I do not believe in the Bible though I do think there are some good moral stories in it.

    *I believe in Spirits and Ghosts. Spirits, I believe, have been here since before there were humans, and ghosts are either people who don't know they've passed or they are an echo of a person's energy left behind. (I don't think Abe Lincoln could haunt so many places at the same time).

    *I do believe in a heaven, but I refer to it as Summerland. I do not believe in the Christian hell, though I do believe there is a place where all evil beings go to be tortured for eternity.

    *I use herbs, stones, candles, and tarot cards. I do NOT sacrifice animals (or humans) for ANY reason. IF there is any blood in any spell it will be my own or that of a consenting participant who will be informed of what I am doing BEFORE I do it.

    *I do observe some Christian holidays due to the fact that I was raised observing them and it is tradition. I just added in Pagan holidays. This link will explain the holidays, what they are, and when they are. http://www.joellessacredgr...

    *No, I do not fly on a broomstick, wear a pointed hat, have a green face (obviously), or have worts all over. I do not poison apples and give them to people who I think are prettier than me.

    *No, my family did not raise me Wiccan/Pagan. My father is Southern Baptist and my mother is Methodist. I was Christian for almost 20 years. I was in church when I realized it was not what I believed so I did some soul searching and research to find what I believed. Trust me, I TRIED to be Christian. I just couldn't force myself to believe what my heart didn't believe and it was too stressful and frustrating pretending.

    Clint and I have discussed how we are going to raise the baby considering he does not believe the same as I do. I know many people are concerned about what religion the baby and any other children we have will be. We have decided to expose them to many religions and when they are old enough, they will be allowed to choose what they believe and will be loved no matter what it is.



    Music Music

    I don't really pay attention to many names of bands, but here are some that I thought of that I've heard and liked:
    Deniz Bademsoy
    Adema (This band has sentimental value to me)
    Bright Eyes
    Bleeding Through
    Between The Buried and Me
    Every Time I Die
    Godsmack
    Cold
    Assemblage 23
    Dope
    Soilwork
    Stromkern
    Spineshank
    MXPX
    Avenged Sevenfold
    KMFDM
    Otep
    Disturbed
    Unwritten Law
    Ra
    Lacuna Coil
    Kidney Thieves
    Kittie
    Cradle of Filth
    Lamb of God
    Killswitch Engage
    Haste the Day
    As I Lay Dying
    The 69 Eyes
    Linkin Park
    Evanescence
    Story of the Year
    Coheed and Cambria
    Staind
    Rob Zombie
    Jack off Jill
    Drowning Pool
    Korn
    HIM
    The Rasmus
    Greenday
    Depeche Mode
    Orgy
    Ozzy
    Manson
    Tool
    APC
    Skinny Puppy
    Mushroomhead
    Senses Fail
    Gatsby's American Dream
    Funeral For A Friend
    Mudvayne
    Muse
    Enya
    Sara Mclaughlin
    Fiona Apple
    The Corrs
    Norah Jones
    Letters to Cleo
    Shinedown
    Alterbridge
    Incubus
    SOAD
    Hoobastank
    Mindless Self Indulgence
    The Cranberries
    Garbage
    (old) No Doubt
    Tenacious D
    Louis Armstrong
    Bobby Darin
    **Though I'm not Christian, these Christian artists are still awesome musicians and I have respect for them and their music.**
    Todd Agnew
    BarlowGirl
    Skillet
    Audio Adrenaline
    Anything celtic
    Clannad
    Dagda
    Loreena McKennitt
    Cher
    Fleetwood Mac
    Led Zeppelin
    Styx
    Jim Croche
    Stevie Nicks
    (The last few are a few I grew up listening to)...and more I can't think of at the moment. Basically any kind of music you can think of be it classical or death metal as long as it's NOT rap. ^_^



    Movies

    Movies

    All time favorite-♥What Dreams May Come♥
    Second all time favorite-The Craft
    V for Vendetta
    RENT
    Heathers
    Pocahontas
    Gothika
    Underworld 1 & 2
    Interview With a Vampire
    Queen of the Damned
    Iron Jawed Angels
    Taking Lives
    Stigmatta
    (new) Texas Chainsaw Massacre
    (new) Amityville Horror
    any Freddy movie
    Final Desination (1 & 2)
    The Fifth Element
    Resident Evil (1&2)
    Gladiator
    American History X
    The Last Samurai
    A Beautiful Mind
    Just about any Adam Sandler and Jim Carrey movie
    (Especially 50 First Dates)
    Surprisingly..a few Mandy Moore movies (Chasing Liberty A Walk to Remember)
    Cold Mountain
    Tank Girl
    Powder
    The Crow
    13 Ghosts
    IT
    Don't Say A Word
    The Exorcist
    Someone Like You
    The Butterfly Effect
    Silence of the Lambs
    The Haunting
    The Others
    The Ring
    The Stand
    Rose Red
    Half Baked
    Boys Don't Cry
    Now and Then
    Turner and Hooch
    Coyote Ugly
    The Princess Bride
    White Oleander
    Labyrinth
    Romeo + Juliet
    Lord of the Rings
    The Devil's Rejects
    Charlie and the Chocolate Factory
    Edward Scissorhands
    Crybaby
    The Nightmare Before Christmas
    The Exorcism of Emily Rose
    Memoirs of a Gaesha
    Tristan and Isolde
    Hostel
    Sisterhood of the Traveling Pants
    Skeleton Key
    Hide and Seek
    The Notebook
    Just Like Heaven
    Just Friends
    The Ringer
    Just about any Disney movie
    The Secret of NYHM
    The Last Unicorn
    The Little Mermaid
    Cars
    The Incredibles
    Aladin
    and more that I'll name as I can think of them.



    TV Charmed, Supernatural, I Love Lucy, Gilmore Girls, Tom and Jerry, Lost, House, One Tree Hill, Smallville, Family Guy, Adult Swim, Will and Grace, Sex and the City, Gray's Anatomy, and prolly a lot more I can't think of at the moment.
    Books Violin, anything Anne Rice, Sylvia Browne, anything Christopher Pike, anything Stephen King, Occult books and books on other "religions"/beliefs.
    Likes

    Interests
    ♥Tristan, my babyboy♥
    Spending time with my husband, Clint♥
    Weapons (especially Medieval)
    Poetry
    writing
    photography
    music
    writing poetry and music
    livejournal.com
    fictionpress.com
    psychology
    intelligence
    psych wards
    anything paranormal
    Ouija Boards
    Gay guys (they're so sweet and cute!) <3
    People who are proud of who they are
    Women (and I'm very picky :P )
    Dickinson
    Poe
    Lord of the Rings
    Sailor Moon
    Having real friends
    red
    bats
    Cats (especially black ones)
    blood (as cliche as it sounds)
    stars
    tattoos (I have two on my lower back and one on the back of my neck)
    piercings (I have three in each ear with 6's lower holes and 14's in the second holes, and my lip done)
    I will eat KETCHUP on just about ANYTHING. (Just try me;])
    CHEESECAKE!! (Give me cheesecake, and I'll love you forever)
    chamomile tea
    Cool Blue Gatorade <3
    Chocolate Caramel Lattes from Joe Mugs
    black olives
    roma tomatoes with salt..mmm My new addiction
    chocolate chip cookie dough
    coffee (jamoca) ice cream and shakes
    playing pool
    boxing
    I'm a closet figure skating fan...shhh
    cheese and black olive pizza
    Mac and cheese burritos
    anything to do with X-games and the sports in them
    fantasy art
    Graveyards
    the Addams Family
    roses
    forget-me-nots
    black onyx
    amethysts
    anything oriental
    Pens (antique especially)
    British, Irish, Australian, and Scottish accents
    Greek and Egyptian mythology
    old black and white movies
    storms
    thunder and lightning
    candles
    incense
    touching and being touched
    Dr. Pepper
    Actually feeling loved instead of used -_-
    cuddling
    kisses (the deep passionate kind is best)
    massages
    making love
    having my tummy rubbed when I'm in pain
    Going to the gym
    bubble baths
    having my hair played with
    faeries
    angels
    gargoyles
    celtic designs
    learning about different religions/beliefs...
    college
    being held when I'm depressed
    Dislikes Ignorance
    Hatred
    Forced religion
    Fake people
    Liars
    Abusers
    Fighting
    Heartache
    Spiders
    Pink
    Hobbies Spending time with my boys, reading, writing, pool, watching TV and movies.
    Vices My anger, my bitterness towards most men due to past situations...I'm not sure. I guess you'd have to ask my husband. haha
    Virtues I'm an honest and loyal friend. I stick up for my beliefs. I stick up for my family. I would die for those I love.
    Heroes My mother...No-seriously. She's been through so much and made it through yet is still so strong even though she's not completely out of the woods yet. I couldn't have asked for a better mom.
    Yahoo ID tuislich_aingeal

    Grrrrr @ my profile/ <3 @ my first mother's day.

    Sunday, May 13, 2007, 09:43 AM [General]

    I'm still fiddling with my profile and I can't seem to get it to look proper. My myspace page looks and works just fine. I'm so horrible with HTML. >.< Anywho....Anyone who reads this, if you can help me, please let me know.

     So it's my first mother's day with a baby. I've gotten about 4 hrs of sleep and he started screaming. Clint has to work today so of course I let him sleep and got up. My eyes don't want to focus. Maybe mom will let me take a nap while I'm there. *crosses fingers* I can honestly say there's no greater thing in the world than being a mom. I watch my little boy sleep and I can't help but smile and think of the great man he may one day be. I can't fathom there not being something Higher that created him and gave him to me to love and protect. I look into his eyes and I see so much curiousity and wonder. It amazes me. It amazes me more how I can love someone so much-but I do. And now off I go to get my little bundle of joy ready to go see NaNa.

     Brightest blessings~

    Lady Ariana

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    update

    Friday, April 13, 2007, 10:50 PM [General]

    So still don't have the net. Tristan is now almost 3 1/2 months old and growing more every day. His "MiMi" is watching him this weekend to give my husband and me a break and some sleep. haha I miss him, but it's nice to have a break every once in a while. I'm sorry I haven't been that active on this site, but as soon as I get my net up and running I will be. For now, that's it. All is well for the most part.

     Goddess bless~
    Ariana

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    No net and a bad day

    Saturday, March 31, 2007, 12:10 AM [General]

    I still don't have the net so my access here is limited. Hopefully we'll be getting it back soon. Send positive energy my way please.

    Today (3/30) was especially hard for me because it was the one year anniversary of a friend's death. It's still undecided as to whether it was murder. I believe it was. I also believe that my friend visits me and my son from time to time. He never got to meet my son before his death...I didn't even get to tell him I was pregnant. (It didn't happen until a few weeks after he died). I think he would have been able to make my son laugh a lot. I just wish he could have had the chance. May the Gods be with you my friend. I will always miss you and be happy for every chance I get to feel your presence.

    For now, Goddess bless~

    Ariana

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    Picture and profile changes

    Saturday, February 10, 2007, 07:06 AM [General]

    So I now have a picture and made a few changes to my profile. I still have yet to meet anyone on this site...A few friends would be nice right about now.
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    Merry Meet

    Thursday, February 1, 2007, 04:31 PM [General]

    I'm new to the site. My name is Heather. My chosen Craft name is Ariana. I'm Wiccan and will post more about me on my profile as soon as I can. I'm 21 years old until Tuesday. I live in Alabama where I have no other Pagan or Wiccan friends near by. I would like to meet more though my time is now more limited due to the fact I just had a baby on January 3rd. I guess that's about it. Blessed be and Merry part. :)
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